Scare...

Ok, so we had a scare the other day. I got the IUD put in at my 6 week check up after Felicity was born, but I haven't had any sort of period since the initial bleeding stopped. And then I was taking anti-depressiants for my post-partum depression. Then, about a week and a half ago, I started getting nosebleeds. Which is really weird because I've never had them before. So I thought it was just a one time thing, but then they started happening two or three times a day; and on top of that, I was getting really really nausious. No fever, cough, or sore throat, so I knew it wasn't the flu. Then, the thing that really freaked me out was my sudden craving for fruit. That's how my entire first trimester was with Felicity. Fruit and sickness. So I tried going to planned parenthood (because I have NO faith in at-home tests anymore, since every brand I tried with Felicity turned up negative) but they were conveinetly CLOSED. So I made an appointment with Uncle Burk, hoping that maybe my meds were related to my sudden onset of symptoms. But, nope. So I went into the bathroom, peed in a cup (the one reason I envy men...), and they did a preggo test.

NOT pregnant! I was relieved, yet somehow dissapointed. Chris and I want more kids someday, we know that, and I've really been wanting to be pregnant again...but I could live without the new baby in 9 months...is that weird? I've been really missing having Felicity in my belly, feeling her kicks and wiggles...meh. It'll come one day!